I lost them.

My "Noroi" and "Once". Do you know how hard it was to get those two movies? Now I lost both. I'm damn sad.

I also lost some memories. You know how awkward it is when you saw one of your acquaintance with another guy, who turns out to be her new squeeze and then you wanted to ask her about the former squeze and you were like,
"Hey, so... what happened to... I mean..." then have this inside your head:
Who was it? Eric? No, that's not his name. Jason? But that's Jill's boyfriend... eyh, no, Jill's bf would be... who was it again? Omigod, I once tumpang his car and now I can't even remember the poor chap's name. And, who IS Jason anyway? Whatever. Was it, let's see... Bryan? No, that's Swee's squeeze... Sebastian? That's Grace's husband... Darren? Aaron? Isn't that Yuen's brother... Whuttafuck is the guy's name?

Ah, screw it.

I also lost the will to write after non-stop writing from 9pm until azan Subuh yesterday, so I decided to google my own nickname 'SHAI' and see all the other Shai's out there.
So far, it just made me feel weird.

1. Shai - the deification of the concept of fate in Egyptian mythology. Also known as the God of Fate....
God of Fate...? I can't even tell my own fate let alone.... ah, screw it.
2. Shai (the band) -an early 1990s R&B/soul quartet with hits like "If I Ever Fall in Love", "I Don't Wanna Be Alone" and "InshaAllah" feat. a German rapper.......
Hmmmm...
3. SHAI (pre-MOSSAD) - Sherut ha'Yediot ha'Artzit or National Information Service.... secret service and counter espionage pre-state Israel.
Ugh... that's a disgrace to my own belief in Palestinian Freedom.
4. Shai Hulud - Some weird suicidal we-hate-the-world progressive/metal/hardcore band playing at 'The Progressive Damnation' and 'Wisdom in Chain' Tour, and influenced by other music like Iron Maiden and Propagandhi...
Yup... hardcore. Like my nose when it's phlegm season. Sigh.
5. Shai Lee - Porn actress.
We are not discussing her. End of story.

Oh yeah, CONGRATULATIONS Dr Abdul Rahman Tang Abdullah, for being awarded with the IIUM Achievement Award. Yeah yeah I know he can't read this unless I can do a braille blog (how to make a braille blog? Or a braille blog in chinese. Sooo impossible), but I'm proud for being one of your students! I learn so much, especially on how to call other people 'idiot' and to laugh at my own weaknesses. Ha! (Benda lain yang diajar, benda lain yang aku dapat). I missed his classes... or how he called a certain someone 'Bodoh dan naif!".  

Last Tuesday, my and my friends decided to go out, all four of us, before Nad go for holiday in Singapore and Tim returns to Sabah. Seriously, why are the people around me makin menjauh? Mengapa, Tuhan? Mengapa? (poyo dramatik. Saja-saja nak dijadikan cerita, kan... akaka). But since none of us wants to hang out in these place which is called "cinemas" & "shopping malls", we decided to do dinner at Kedai Kopi (which is a name of a restaurant... TM) near the Shah Alam mosque, and then lepak dekat dataran.

Seriously, THAT is more fun than anything else. Just take of our shoes and walk about. No need any tikar getah, nor picnic basket, just us and the soggy field (it was after rain). That place is heaven in itself, as it feels like those years before the creation of Play Stations and ASTRO. I mean, there are people playing badminton, kids running around, a mother helping her baby with her first step, big shiny cars showdown, pasangan bercinta yang memang best kalau kena tangkap dengan JAIS, and some people loafing around. But there were only us, lepak tengah-tengah padang and reminisce about the old days at SMKAKS and ghost stories (dah namanya budak2 SMKAKS, kalau takde cerita hantu, maksudnya you have not BEEN in SMKAKS enough).

Pukul 11 je blah, sebab ibu mengandung bernama Nadiah tak boleh dibiarkan berembun lama-lama. Haha...

Eh, sesiapa yang ada nombor telefon baru atau nombor telefon yang aku tak tau, sile jangan 'missed call', ye. Saya ni memang tak akan call balik la nombor2 yang tak ku kenali dan menganggapnya sebagai 'salah nombor'.